I didn’t unstick

I wrote the last post and then shortly after stopped writing. Stopped this corner of the internet and this ramble of thoughts and space that was mine for so long.

Logged off.

Last week I helped two wonderful women start their own websites, their own internet corners and I realised I missed it. This space where I let my fingers do the talking.

So today I reopened it. Squarespace showed me that really nothing is fully deleted from the world wide web, easy as a few clicks of a button everything ever written on here is back for the world to see.

34 now, new job, new home, new rythmns. Deep in therapy and still feeling unsure of life and decisions and where on earth i am going.

But the past two years have also been full of good times. Good people. Hard realisations. Amazing growth and a gold car.

I think in my twenties I brought so hard into the idea that life would one day become so easy and comfortable and all pulled together in a pretty little bow. But it doesn’t.

It continues to be a winding path, unexpected corners and unexpected people.

The hard and the good all intertwined that it is sometimes impossible to see one without the other.

So if you want to, you can join me as i try to navigate it all.

I don’t know what it holds but i do know that somehow, in some way typing out these things helps me to move forward, explain some things and be more present.

Here’s to a new chapter of this corner of the internet.

R./